Ok after doing everything I can for more than the required 90days I still see no improvements.In fact if anything it is all worse.I now cannot function without pain meds and my head is sore anyway.The pain meds make me sick and I am not doing so well with that either.
I am giving up I think.I have had enough.
I will still do all the good things to help me like take my herbs and sleep and go to work and all that.But I give up on the rest.I have to keep life going forward in some way and I am finding that the pain is whittling it all down to not very much.
There are creative things I am doing that I love and I am making more time for those.Very important.
I am not going to allow those around me to get to me anymore and I am not going to waste anymore of my precious time and energy on those who tell me I am a liar, scammer and a thief.Yes if you are reading this you know who you are.ENOUGH!!!!!!!!!
So I am doing things that show I have integrity.Funny that I am not advertising them to the world and so you dont know anything about them.I do not need the public recognition to say I am doing a good job and I do not need you to tell me I am ok. You know who I am talking to.
So on that note I am going to waste no more time and I am off to send my beautiful creations out into the world so they can go to new homes.
Thank you all and have the bestest day.
Love and Hugs